i'M SiCK 0F N0T HEARiNG MY TELEPHONE RiNG ;;
i'M JUSS S0 SiCK 0F BULLSHiT && EVERYTHiNG ;;
i'M ALS0 SiCK 0F CRYiNG DAY && NiGHT ;;
i'M JUSS H0PiNG THAT T0M0RR0W EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE... ALRiGHT.. x3
Everything happens for a reason * ..
but the hard part is trying to figure out
what that reason is -
beautiful girl with gorgeous eyes
a hidden world of hurt and lies
its hard for her to [ realize ]
love isnt all bout the butterflies
Maybe sOmetimes you have 2 stOp
waiting for someOne tO come alOng
and fix what`s wrOng . . maybe yOu
have 2 stOp feeling sOrry fOr yOur
self _& realize that nO One else has
the answer . . sOmetimeS yOu gOt tO
x3 be yOur [ Own ] herO x3
**...liiviinG iin thiis wAr called h0mE
nEvEr kn0wiing whErE t0 g0...
hEariing all thE yElliinG and scrEamiinG
ii w0uld jusT cry up iin my ro0m
h0piing iit wiill all bE ovEr s0on
but whEn y0u call and ii hEar y0ur v0iicE
y0u makE EvErythiinG seEm 0kay
whEn y0u hEar mE cryiinG
y0u tell mE y0u l0ve mE and y0u carE
aNd EvErythiinG jusT fadEs away
and iits 0nly [*.y.0.u.*] aNd [ *m E* ] **
.·:*
*:·.it took me by surprise
when my heart got lost in his-eyes
he's not at all what i was loOking 4
he's all i wanted + [so much m0re]
and i'll sit here and take it all'
in..is there anything else you
wanted to tell me?cause my.
hearts all yours..go ahead..
shatter it..</3
tonight ill stand in the light
so you can count `how
many tears fall from my
eyes.. this time i'll be
allright.. my heart `cant
get any worse
wanna be the girl he says hes always missin
he tells his boys about me and they always -»
listen; and hes always worried about where i
am or what i do * nd he sees me 5 times a day
& still comes up to me randomly just to say «-
- x o x o - ` i Love you ` - x o x o -<3
see her walking in the hallways
smiling and laughing_____*but you'd
never think she went home and
would cry herself to sleep every nightt
whats the point in all this screaming ;; nobodys listening anyway
(*~Torn between two.:*:.
(*~Who would you chose?.:*:.
(*~The one that you love?.:*:.
(*~Or the one that loves you?.:*:.
x All I ever hear; be a good girl; just behave; sit up
O // Straight; stand up tall; never falter; never fall; stay in
x School; make the grade; never fail; never fade; be a
O // Hero; be a star; be *everything* but what you a r e
i've learned that things change; people change
and it doesn't mean - you forget the past or try
to cover it up » it simply means that you M0VE
0N & treasure the memories.. letting go doesn't
mean giving up * it just means l|[ accepting ]|l
that some things just werent MEANT T0 BE «3.
I [wOnDeR] what your doing right n.o.w
I [wOnDeR] if your thinking of me to0..
hOpIng you feel the way I do..
Love isnt about the · hugs nd kisses ·
_ the » i love you's « or » i miss you's «
its about those butterflies· you get nd<3
the chills that run up and down ur back -
when you jus think about h i m - - ×Oo.
in this world theres real and make believe
but he _ s e e m s . r e a l . t o . m e _ <3 '
any girl can lOok into yOur eyes
a million times and stilll not once
see all the things i see // xO
in just o.n.e. [ g l a n c e ] *
getting high meant swinging at the playground. t
he worst thing you could get from boys was cooties.
mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were
going to marry. your worst enemies were your siblings.
race issues were who ran the fastest. war was a card game.
life was simple and care free, but what i remember the most
was wanting to grow
butterflies flew in my stomach, my heart started to skip,
sweat went down my forehead, my palms got wet --
see what you're doing to me?
nothingsz gonna be crazier than spring break o5
chilling on the beachesz, checking out the guysz
me and my girlsz will be tanning in the sun
whenever we`re together we have nothing but fun
the late night partiesz and the summer lovesz
the good timesz will be what we`re dreaming of
every minute that passes by
more & more i realize it's true
i'm the happiest girl alive and'`
it's all because of you <3
S0METiMESz you cannot believe what you see
you have to believe what you feel
& if you are EVER going to have other
people trust you you must feel like
you can trust them too
even when you are in the dark…
even when you are falling.
AFTER ALL 0F THE DARKNESSz & SADNESSz,
STiLL C0MES HAPPiNESSz. iF i SURR0UND MYSELF
WiTH P0SiTiVE THiNGSz I`LL GAiN PR0SPERITY.
when will my heart finally realize it's not going to work out... when my mind knew all along
it won`t rain all the time
& the sky won`t fall forever
& though the nights seem long
your tears won`t fall forever.
Hearts have been broken
tears have been cried
promises have been spoken..
only to be broken..
God made us best friends because he
knew our parents [couldn`t handle us]
`b e i n g s i s t e r s*'
This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times.
This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention.
This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and fuck up the guys in their lives without saying a word.
This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the rite words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds." This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.
This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude L0VESzs and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced.
This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed.
This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt.
This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.
This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with.
This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone.
This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup.
This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you. I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he'd realize what it was that he already had. This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.
This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear.
This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted.
This is for the girls who have been satisified with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys.
when u feel like you fit in..
is the time your happy.
the time that u feel like you have many friends..
is the time your sad
cuz u have to let them go at sometime
*he might say he loves you*
*but when he meets her*
*he wont love you*
*he will say he does though*
*he just does not get that she will fade*
*and you were there forever*
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